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Saturday, May 30, 2009




Today I sent my sister back with Hailey and we lingered at changi airport for the whole day! Migrating from ajisen, starbucks and finally getting a plug at coffee bean! Today was such a fun day, and Hailey's on her way now. She's sleeping over here tonight, hehehe. And New clothes!



Battery flat flat flat! so ciao!

p/s : I hope I wont screw my papers :(


10:50 PM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009



Self-declared holidays always the best! So today I woke up and then I hopped on the seat and played computer till it's an hour before noon. Get prepared to leave the house and zooom to dhobby ghaut. If you must know, I took care of my house loan, bills and arrest today, so those are many worries off the chart. & then I went to starbucks to study while waiting for my lil sis. When she arrived we had mushroom burger, cheese fries & cripsy chicken. BEST CAN. Then off we went to cotton on 70% sale!heheheehehe! My zebra dress isn't on sale! so you better pay 25 bucks to look like me! :D And then we went to get frames for sister then I bought toy story jigsaw puzzles for my 9 yr old! then hooooooome!

Here's what you should know :
With 10 dollar, you can be very full at kfc but desperately unsatisfied hungry at starbucks. Starbucks definitely is full of people yelling out the orders while kfc is filled with people who don't know what to yell. So spend your 10 bucks wisely, because I just spent 20 to give that review. TOODLES, me go sleep

5:41 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009




I missed school again today due to the must-have frequent visits to toilet which I claimed that would make me look like this girl in my class by the end of today. Anyway, I decided not to go back no matter. Because I like being oblivious, I like it like this no matter how that makes me a self-absorbed ungrateful little prick. Which, as a matter of fact, I admit I am one :)

On a lighter note though, I been receiving lots of love lately and I feel so .. Happy :) Like peacefully serene relieved kind of happy. For example, you can read the latest tagger on the board, and what you don't know is I been receiving messages too from girls in school and outside. And it makes me smile reading all of them. So, thank you very much :) I hope me is as good as a friend like you.

" Maybe you expected marriage to be perfect - I guess that's where you and I are different. See, I thought it would be all about making mistaks, but doing it with someone who's there to remind you what you learned along the way. And I think we were both wrong about something. People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that's not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little but more. "

Jody picoult's latest book is goddamn good, hands down for sure




and I know my birthday is not for another four months, but you can save up for this, hehehehe. Love yolllssss! :D:D


2:07 PM


  1. I don't want to go back because there everything is crystal clear. I'd rather be here and do nothing whole week and meet Hailey/adilah/mizi at the end of it. I really don't want to go back. Because it's crystal clear there. Ma' asked if I missed her. I laughed secretly
  2. I don't feel like doing anything these days. Because everything feels so redundant.
  3. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do next week. Been awhile, been far long
  4. I have thousands of bills to pay, literally. & I wish I'm not the oldest in the house so I dont have to worry about whether we've paid in time so they won't cut us off.
  5. I miss tarmizi already and its bad.
  6. I think I should go to school for the next four days . Yup. In school, times zoom.

Yeap. For now, notes and green tea definitely.

12:13 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

There went the weekend :( without studying without anything much achieved. Today I went to town with my ns boy and there was not anything much there. We had fried wantons yumss and I tried on this floral dress that Im going to buy online because it's 20bucks cheaper.I held mizi's hand and raced down the slopes in takashimaya and it was so pretty we laughing I wished we'd do it over and over.& then we got bored and tired so we decided to just go home. Slept the journey home and more sleeping at home till mizi left for his homies. Now I'm stucked here with dan in real life and I'm hungry and I'm going to study at 1030 and I feel so useless, sigh. I hope next week would be better :)

9:54 PM


NOTE TO SELF

please don't be stubborn. please stop procrastinating. please stop playing too much. Please start going to church like you said you would. Please pay all the bills. please stop spending money.Please be more sensitive. Please start valuing life at its face value. Please do what youre supposed to do. Because if you do

You'll have good grades. You'll have better life. Better sundays. Brighter future.

Yeap. taken noted locked

8:31 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009







TODAY I

woke up at 8. waited for twelve. met Hailey. have no pictures for today eventhough twas so nice because of my sister who couldnt get any dumber. Studied. Had the best mcspicy so far.Bumped to seniors. Bought Picoult's new book. Happy. Went home. Bought red bull for later studying time. Dropped coins. Tired. Helpful friendly uncle picked them up. Received my happening apple-printed top. Played restaurant city. Read picoult's book. Moved. Talked to mizi. shopped online. Cranky. Hung up. & here I am;

Any vulgar images displayed were not intended because we have different minds different perspectives. Yet, Apologies for sure if I offend you in any way. Peace out

9:53 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009


From this


To this

And I'm four bucks richer and an ankle cooler. By the way, I totally can't wait for saturday & sunday! Hehehehe. Going to overdose myself with anything that could keep me awake studying with who else but haileyluvthebombx! & going to overdose myself again with anything that could keep me awake on sunday studying with who else but my saturday night no plan checked yes confirm wake up early boyfriend!

I hope everyone would be happy because trust me life's like that. One day you're up there and another you'll be down below but that's alright because you'll be on top again the next day. They said, at least, put on a fake smile till you can't differentiate between fake and not. Can't see my love sad or hear in this matter. See you soon, see you fast meanwhile please be strong :)


5:20 AM

Monday, May 18, 2009



I'm tired now, indeed. But I had fun today. I went to school and laughed and ate so much after a day of hunger strike. & then, in the midst of everything else, I texted z hundred times. After school, I went to meet Hailey to study and had dinner ( eat again ). We had korean food cooked by mr.rocky and we went to study. After reaching home, I bathed and talked to adilah. Today's alright

10:57 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Fuck, I can't sleep damn it. Would it be too nerdy if I were to study now? But good grades ftw! how? Z is playing soccer now. Yes you heard me right. Sigh sigh sigh, Im so bored. Die. Gotta be my brother channeling the shit-i-shit-bored disease! sighhh. So many things to do, so lazy. sighhhh. I sighhhhhhh



Happy birthday mumssss thoh you cant read this

1:37 AM

Saturday, May 16, 2009







Sighz. I been dressing up like disastrous mutants these days, and it's mainly because I been very sick for two days whereas for the rest of the days they were because time wasn't really on my side for me to think of a proper outfit. The sloppy outfits frustrated me too but I can't do much with so many tutorials/projects/tests on mind so let's we all be nice.

MI carnival today. Long waits for clumsy khidhir and fast jaywalks because khidhir can't wait to see girlfriend. Bumped too moo zhe an ! hahahahahaha. Then after many prespirings, off we went to have something nice and a little bit of window shopping because I didn't want to go home early. Hugged Hailey and planned to study with her next saturday.

Home sweet home I am, and tomorrow is a day out with my shagged boyfriend. I hope my relatives won't ask me so much questions. Sighz. Peace out people;

11:05 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009

I'm pretty much missing z now, and it's not healthy because today would be a long long day and I'm not pretty sure if z would be out later. I could just pass school today but z said it's not the whole point of meeting z at the end of the week so the long weekdays wouldn't even matter anymore. Besides, I told em I would be there. I'm even way too lazy to go with khid because sometimes he talks so much nonsense, rofl.But, I'm going out with him to carnival tomorrow and maybe hailey too hehehe. My maid is going back today, too, and I think I'm a bad daughter for not giving anything for my mum as a birthday gift but hey, like we haven't already noticed that. I hope wednesday comes here soon, I can't wait for the whole house to be mine and my mess. I can't wait for sunday :(

7:04 AM

Sunday, May 10, 2009


Bubble no more

4:34 PM

Saturday, May 09, 2009






We got lazy going to marina barrage or swimming so we just ended up doing nothing. My hair today's amazing though, I didn't have to blowdry it and it ends up like nice only, so yayness. Around afternoon, mizi realised he still had the itch to try the new burger that seems to only exist in amk's macs and I still had the urge to blend frappe.

We wore our new tops today hehehe. I know I have been spending instead of selling lately but it's because I don't really have time to do my sales journals. So I'll be doing that later on holiday which is like 4 more weeks to go. Don't you think z's new shirt is so fierce, hehehehe, guess who picked it ;)

12:24 AM

Friday, May 08, 2009




Can't you tell how I'm digging the one and only stripes shirt I have. Wore it three times with the whole different outfits with all the compliments I could claw out people, hehehe. Gotten the yellow top through a trade, and the way the strap ties really reminds me of my childhood tops. Wore it today to meet a seller of my mustard heels with the thought that hey it would match wouldn't it. I was eagerly putting on the heels but reluctantly taking it off after a while because it's skyhigh. Went to fareast after so many weeks ago with sister because the easy access of online shopping is way too comfortable than having to squeeze your way out of a sea of people.

Tomorrow is Saturday! Saturday is tomorrow! hehehehehe! I was totally being a kid today. I didn't want to go to school because in school, time slows down. and I really can't wait for saturday. So I guess, convenient has more muscles than importance. But it's all well and good, because it's saturday! And on saturdays , I'm meeting my ns boy! Who, BY THE WAY, passed his shooting exam and to be one out of the four out of the forty people who got through. Hehehehehe

10:02 PM

Thursday, May 07, 2009


I can't sleep. I can't wait for weekend. Two more days of tiringly boring lectures and tutorials, and I'm off to marina barrage with my leather jacket who is nameless and I have yet to wear out since a month ago. So, come rain and shine, I have to do what I have to do. Today,I went tanning/swimming with anisah & yiling. And I'm really suppressing my laughters now while remembering silly things we did, hahahaha.& we had dinner at europe too!:D Owell. For now, I'll try to sleep.

I cant wait for tomorrow too bytheway! Because I'll be receiving my super powderful earphones, red shirt, flower top, polkadot babydoll, yellow top, mustard heels and my yellow dress! Hehehehehe! Harpie kiddddd! For now, sleep. Of course

1:44 AM

Monday, May 04, 2009

what I did today ?

Slept, lunched, laughed, missed mizi.



Tired-she

10:28 PM

Sunday, May 03, 2009




Just because you did screw someone's feelings, it never does mean that when some other ones screw you over remotely the same way , never means that you have no shit right to be hurt. Because it makes no sense as a consolation. It makes no fucking link because by then I would already know that that's how it feels to be screwed and promise to myself to never ever do that to anyone else. I hope all of you know and understand. Put that in your fucking Einstein brains and have a nice day suckers

5:23 PM



183 days and I'm even more in love with you, and that's ridiculous . that's sick. Greatest mizi and pita ever :)

9:12 AM

Friday, May 01, 2009



7:16 PM